i'm sorry.i don't know whats wrong with me, i don't have the energy to do anything
worthwhile. i keep taking my crabby mood out on other people and its actually
lost me some really good friends. well, shit happens i guess.
on the plus side, i've gotten my art muse back after a 2 year slump most
likely caused by a certain person it hurts to name. the most amazing guy
in the world managed to give my muse back to me.
i'm sitting here going through old photos and i'm wearing the chain bracelet
~sselemit gave me an age ago, back when i wasn't so crabby and didn't
take my frustrations out on him. sorry ~sselemit, i know you didn't
deserve it. i wear that chain all the time.
i've found i can't hold grudges at all. i am, however, far too stubborn to
give in. so whilst i get over things incredibly quickly and move forward,
the people involved remain ostracized until they admit their own wrongs
and apologise first.
so, plans for the future are;
- fix bridges i burned either for no reason or for reasons i've forgotten
- finish school, finally
- build up my portfolio
plans for the near future are;
- start planning and write my nanowrimo novel
- start designs for my sleeve
- planning my art major and photography majors
- get a new job
uploading some conceptual work i've been toying with soon.
Remorse
